hello.

didnt thought i will write another post here,

just incase you didnt realised.

i have moved to here!

when i first moved to there,

i thought i wont write another sad entry but i was wrong.

it is still sad and depressing :(

when can i find my happy self back?

i hope it not lost and to never return again.

but this space is good, not much people read this anymore.

feel like ranting it off here but its too risky.

:( how and what shld i do?

share my thought and risk you knowing me too well?

probably not.... :)

i think i m speaking gibberish, again,

closing down.

regrets

sometimes i really wish i can turn back the clock,

make things right again.

no one knows how intense the pain is,

because no matter what happens,

i keep smiling, pretending i am alright.

but i am tired,

to keep up with this facade,

to ignore the sadness within.

my foolishness has lead me to lose precious bonds.

bonds i know i will never be able to retrieve back again.

if only i can make things right again,

i really miss having you in my life.

every time something happen,

i type the msg out and scrolled to look for your name,

and then i paused and delete the msg.

because i know,

we are not the same anymore.

sorry, really sorry.

some things are just not meant to be.

I WANT TO GET MARRIED.

and of all a sudden,

i want to get married and have children.

:)






imagine me in a drop dead gorgeous white sexyback dress at the altar,

folding onto a bouquet of flowers,

without a groom.

SADDENING, hw to get married without a groom.

okay, this is why i want to have children.




awesome-ness cutest girls.

pictures does no justice.

if i can, i dont mind giving birth to 3 BUT,

i need a boyfriend first.

gdnight, i have work at 8.30am. WOOOS.

exam blues

i am quite screwed.

mind is blank except for...

subnet mask, tcp/ip, osi layer, layers in the osi, lan, wan, man, hubs, server, bridge, peer to peer, open system, information frame, supervisory frame, bit stuffing.

visuals

exam on thursday and friday!!

and omggg, only started on a few chapters.

where are my holidaysss...!!!!

21 days, just vanished like this.

*POOOF*

lazy to type, so feast your eyes on visuals. (: