:(

i am tired of hiding and keeping secrets.

its very exhausting,

i wish i can proudly exclaimed but i cant at this moment.

i dont wish for anything else other than this lifetime with you.

hello hongkong.

luggage and company aside,

with the period in full swing and a popping out wisdom tooth,

they are both joining me to HK.

how great, tell me!!

anyway, before i leave ....














happy 21st, huimin.

i trust it was a memorable night for you? (:

kisses and all. heh.

sorry it was a last minute affair, you know we love you deep deep in our heart right?

cya on the 28th!





and lynette pek!

happy 20th! dont be depressed and get suicidal.

you are finally of same age like us. (:

hope you enjoy ur atlas and the fixing globe!

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some funny random shots. (:

















i am so glad i have you people in my life!

13 years of friendship is very hard to find, lets keep the number growing, shall we?

merry christmas in advance!

*ps, sorry caihua, i m not spending christmas with you. first time ever since, i dunno when. i trust u will have fun still, without me! (:

same goes to jielin and lynette, merry christmas and i shall see you all with lianglin ....

next yr? HAHA.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!




** dearest, you take care of yourself yah? do think of me when you are free. (: love & miss you! **

i am a picky eater and i dont usually do recommendations of a place unless it really good.

i dont wish to share this place and broadcast it either too,

so unless u are interested, ASK ME.

half seafood and very chinese style of food, something like a buffet.

the food is simply fantastic and freshh.

worth every single cent!

(:

and i just planned to go there on the 27th with 5hope && 28th with the poly ppl ( if it gonna work out) .

* irene! irene! you are growing at the sides*

last week came and went in a flash,

went to double O for the first time and bumped into a teacher there,

love the place BUT the music wasnt to my liking.

i organised a bbq for a dear friend of mine and i m glad it went pretty smoothly with a little hiccups along.

it made me realised, i can be a cook afterall. heh.

i also had one hell of a ride ( adapted from pris ) ,

imagin 2 cars driving sideways with the people in them communicating.

(:

i m sorry i lost my patience ppl, i will learn to work harder at my patience and fuse.

and, that sums up ..

what i have done, i think.

OH YES !

i have my baby & sugar rush.

and i have a new addition, i haven thought of the perfect name for it yet.

probably using the name, faiz suggested.

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lugguage almost packed , countdown begins ....

byebye.


*edit: i feel so handicapped without the car. its feel so foreign to be taking public transport!!!!!!
the agony to squeeze and stand among ppl at peak hour is so .........................................

something happen to the steering wheel, tyres & the bottom part of the car.

i dun think i didnt anything that can destroy any of the above parts!

mayb its that 2 u-turns i did, that cause it to happen!

arughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

leave.

i dont know what to do when i am in this situation,

i have no one to blame because i brought it on myself.

i cant ignore it as its matters too much to me,

i really dont know what do.

i wish everything will go away and things will be back to normal.

i am contemplating into closing down this blog,

facebook is much much happening than this blog.

pictures speaks a million words, right?

my fb is speaking infinite words in that case.

holiday mood was in full gear before the mst started,

mafia wars was my drug until i lost interest somewhere.

i haven been making full use of my time,

and it sucks knowing i have so much to do but so little time.

i m lazy to do anything even uploading this blog is a big hassle!

besides, nobody really drop by anymore.

so ...



i shall stop here!!



full uniform!! tucked all the way in.











best pic, i think !!!








*ps, i m not spending christmas in sg this yr!

i cant wait .....

I AM NOT OKAY.

i need a really good listening ear,

one who can hear all that i have to grumble.

and its not you,

its you that i need, to tell me, everything is a nightmare.

its a nightmare, isnt it?