complains.

wanted to do a picture post but its too much of a hassle. ( i got lazy )

so i shall pen out my frustrations instead.

cny break came and flew away and before i know it,

its returning back to school and facing the deadlines.

NSM was a goner.

MAD, i only managed the basics, nothing in dept. ( damn netbeans)

PBL, i dun even know which question am i supposed to do.

FLASH, i haven even started a thing.

well done, irene ang! well done!

just to clarify some stuff regarding my previous post,

i m upset because ....

i have stopped tuition for the 2 pri kids

and it got me tearing on the last lesson,

i cried uncontrollably about 45 minutes after the lesson ended and i even cried during the start.

i know you think i am a bit too exaggerating but really,

its really very heart breaking when pri 1 kids can say,

" you are my only teacher , i dont want another teacher ".

the forlorn expression on their faces when i introduced the new teacher to them,

up to now, i wonder if i made a correct decision to drop them,

being so attached to them, almost as if i am their older sister.

mayb the problem lies with me,

i get too attached to things easily and its hard for me to drop it when i should let it go,

be it relationship or friendships or even my treasured things.

mayb i shld start building a wall and isolate myself,

or even learn how to be ice queen.

in that way, i cant and wont be getting hurt easily.

i need to vent my emotions out,

i think i need a good run with the refreshing night breeze and the threatening-to-rain-clouds.